a series of posts from my personal blog that had been deleted
1) my goal this week is to not have the CFO walk past my desk from behind as he always does and see that i am fully engrossed in my bloglines or tumblr… so far, so good. but fuck its only 11:15am on monday
2) k, pact-to-self foiled already. feed reader open to the superficial as CFO heads to lunch past me… he knows. i wish i could get one of those things to stick on my monitor that would block sight of whats up on my screen.
3) not going on the internet while i should be working is making me sad. but my paranoia trumps my sadness. earlier i saw the chief of IT hauling ass towards CFO’s office after two IT people had already sprinted in that direction and i immediately erased my page history, cookies and cache, etc. i totally thought if i left my desk for even one second, i would return to see my computer had been seized and security would be escorting me outside. i started to feel glad i had brought a large bag with me so i could carry all my shit out of here. i totally feel like every single person on this side of the office thinks i am reading perez hilton (which i don’t read, but that seems to be the only blog people here on the corp side have heard of, besides maybe gawker) all day or something. dude i totally smoke pot but like this level of paranoia is more up there with meth right?
